Sunday, June 20, 2010

Nivedham 
Just started my morning saying the same dialogue" Another new morning in my Life...letz experience watz so new???"
 On my way to class my thoughts started...
Devudaa!    Ya allah!  christ!
these are the different sighs I generally use...
My only intention is to let god listen my cry and
the only thing that differs to me is language but not god...
then for what people are really fighting for???
From the day I was born on this Earth people started discriminating...
First I'm a girl,later I belong to a caste,class,religion,region...
What not?everything...every where...Walls started...
My class gave a break  to my thoughts.
Went to watch the so called movie of the season,,,
While watching the movie my thoughts restarted...
The movie completely deals with my thoughts on that morning...
I was completely involved in the movie and I didn't notice my tears...
Could find myself helpless in this world...
tried to control myself saying its just a movie,but
Inner voices started shouting 'No its reality u r dealing with daily...'
Touched with the movie...started to home with wet dupatta...
Caught my sisters hand as I'm not able to see the way with my wet eyes...
But I could see those ppl and wanted to shout 'PlZ Stop Starring At ME'
Saw a fellow to my left holding his head and weeping..I said to myself "1 more Idiot like me"...
For more than 15minutes I'm lost in me...
Regained my bubbly smile after listening to my sisters words
"Mana area lo abbayilu kuda baaguntarey"While addressing a guy on road


Concluded  my thoughts saying...After all I'm another simple girl aspiring to give my best to this world.




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